Feeling my pelvis for the first time in years and accessing that deep black space with Isa shows me again that energy healing has real and immediate effect!!! And I'm attracted more to the energy of these healers who have lived these insane and intense lives more than anyone else. And I have a naturally admiration their character.

It's so fucking hard to discern anything and I'm filled with a billion doubts and fears of delusion but I'm resolving to persist until I hit a clear sign that all of this is a waste of time and money.

Felt exhausted shortly after (she even said "your body feels done!") and slept deeply. Woke up the next morning and my arms and chest felt different. Have to see if it will persist.

I should've just trusted my lack of inspiration before the healing and done tasks like the done the blood test and car mundane whatever to get grounded as preparation. Next time.

Synchronicity / possible angel whisper: Isa in the Molly story. First thing I opened to after the thought arrived.

She also recommended me frankincense which I already felt called to get!